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Prayer is always welcome

So, for the last few weeks I have had some pretty bad back pain. For no known reason. I went to the doctor and they didn't know what was wrong. I can't sit in class because it hurts too much and sometimes it is too much to get out of bed. The doctor gave me muscle relaxants which help me sleep at least but they make me so groggy and out of it. I hate it. I am taking tons of ibuprofen which is also not helping. Did I mention I also have a sinus infection which comes with a headache that refuses to go away? Basically, I am feeling miserable, I am missing a lot of class, and there is no end or solution in sight. Please pray for me. I am tired of this.

I'm Sorry, I'm Sorry

So I know I failed the thousands of people that read my blog. I did not post once over break so I apologize to all of you who were on the edge of your seats wondering what I was doing with my life and if I was even alive after finals. I did survive. Actually, grades are as follows
Music and the Arts=class of death=B (a miracle, really)
Old Testament=A
RA Class=Credit
Youth Discipleship project=internship+biggest paper of my life=A

All in all, I did pretty darn well. Here are a few quick highlites of my break:

Best friend who lives in Canada back in town
Sleep
Work
Stormy weather
Time with family
Ryan in town
no homework
hanging out into the wee hours with friends
laughing more than I thought I could
playing Clue with my grandparents and Ryan
an addiction to Phase 10
some fantastic movies

there is so much more to write about but that kind of sums it up. Ryan just took his National Registry EMT Certification Examination and he passed!!! This means he is certified now and can get a job as an EMT. However, he doesn't really want to do that. He wants to be a fireman. Anyway, school is starting for me tomorrow. Big fat sigh.

NO SLEEP FOR ME!

procrastination+finals week=no sleep for at least a week.
I think that is not really healthy. However, that is my life. To all you kids out there, even if you don't think you are a procstinator, you are. I have a 35 page paper and 5 page paper to write, final of death to study for, 5 outlines for write for possible essay questions, 9 movies to watch and 1-2 pages to write about each, and a move to another room all before Friday. Don't forget, I am also still being an RA, working, and helping at church. Someone shoot me now.

I Hate Poo!!

I had jury duty today. That was kinda lame and an interesting experience. Some strange people come out for that. I wasn't picked for the jury, thank goodness. However, I have fulfilled my civic duty for 2 years.
I went to work and worked with some of my favorite people there. We had conversations about poo.
I also learned about two more girls on my hall that don't like me. This is the first time so many people haven't liked me, at least that I know of. I don't know what I am doing wrong. I am a little tired which means I am a little more impatient but still, I can usually tell when I am acting like that and I haven't felt myself acting like that at all. I don't know what to do to fix it. I feel really alone on my hall right now. They don't want me to be their RA. They don't like me. Being an RA sucks as it is. I am hating this right now. I feel even more drained and I feel like crying. It really really really sucks when people don't like, especially when you don't know why.

I Celebrate the Day-Relient K

And with this Christmas wish is missed

The point I could convey

If only I could find the words to say to let You know how much You've touched my life

Because here is where You're finding me, in the exact same place as New Year's eve

And from a lack of my persistency

We're less than half as close as I want to be

And the first time

That You opened Your eyes did You realize that You would be my Savior

And the first breath that left Your lips

Did You know that it would change this world forever

And so this Christmas I'll compare the things I felt in prior years

To what this midnight made so clear

That You have come to meet me here

To look back and think that

This baby would one day save me

In the hope that what You did

That you were born so I might live

To look back and think that

This baby would one day save me

And I, I celebrate the day

That You were born to die

So I could one day pray for You to save my life